The Lupine Saga 121

“What’s following us?”

“That wolf. I heard it when it was my turn last night. Late at night when you all slept he was howling. But it was more distant.”

“Now that you mention it, I think I heard him too. Well, maybe. Wolves aren’t unusual around here. Bunch of prey to hunt down, ha.”

“Ha, true. But just probably near some territory of theirs.”

“Just one howl though, not a pack.”

“You’re paranoid. You think he’s hunting us? You’re drinking too much.”

“He might have a point. I mean, I may have heard something a while back. I didn’t think anything of it thing. But now, he’s sounding pretty close too. Closer, right?”

“Yeah, a lot closer. How far off can you usually hear them howl?”

“Many kilometers. They can have pretty large territories. He’s probably a lot farther off than you think. Or she, whatever.”

“Wolves. I hate wolves. Training for them still doesn’t feel like enough.”

“Hey, don’t talk about that.”

“Oh whatever. It doesn’t matter.”

“Yes it does.”

“Fine fine. I know, don’t talk about stuff that matters. Freaking wolf. I’m not going to sleep well.”

“Ha, dream of him biting your rear. You know that’s how they kill, bite you in a sensitive, fleshy area, and wait for you to bleed out?”

“Shut up.”

“Really?”

“Yeah. Pretty vicious, right? Well, effective. A wolf doesn’t care about its prey’s feelings or ability to reproduce should it escape, right? Bite right where it hurts. Ha.”

“You’re getting pretty gross there.”

“Well, they are interesting. At least the animals are. Now, a lupus on the other hand, those are really vicious.”

“Yeah they are.”

“I don’t want to hear.”

“You ever read about the lupus of Gren, the black-furred one?”

“The myth crazy uncles tell to scare kids?”

“My great-great grandfather told my grandfather, who told me, it really happened, he was there when the army back then tried heading into those northern areas. History may say it was weather that forced them back, but grandfather believed him.”

“He actually see it, or was he just trying to scare a kid and pass on a myth?”

“His records say he was really there. It’s the only story of his, apparently, where he admitted freely he was a coward. Every other story he’s heroic in.”

“So what happened?”

“So the lupus of Gren, back then they called it Nightmare. There were other names, but my ancestor would only refer to it as Nightmare.”

“Oh, how scary. So typical. Whatever. Guess I could use a story with my drink. You’re giving him a good scare here anyways.”

“Heh. Well, Nightmare apparently was already at the border waiting for the army to cross. There wasn’t really a clear border, so the army passed into the territory one day without even really knowing it. They camped for the night. When they awoke that morning, there was a body lying at the entrance to one of the large tents. The commanding officer looked at the body, and then entered the tent. Everyone inside was dead.”

“A large tent? Sure it wasn’t just a small army one?”

“He said a large one. An entire tent’s worth of men, gone, in one night, with no one noticing. It was a gruesome sight, apparently. Well, nobody could explain what happened, and the army kept moving that day. And then it happened a second night, even though there were more guards awake that night. Another tent, gone. Most of the men inside were still in sleeping positions, and a few were on the ground, their hands on their necks. All with the same gruesome markings as before.”

“That’s getting pretty amazing, but gross.”

“Yeah, but it’s not the most surprising thing. So the third night, no one slept. It was already being called Nightmare by this point, as it seemed to take men in their sleep. So my ancestor was just as frightened as the rest.”

“They all stayed up? Did Nightmare come?”

“Yes, Nightmare came. Everyone was up and ready for the Nightmare. And it lived up to the name. It came when everyone was awake, without regard for them. My ancestor said he at first acted courageous, drawing his sword and chasing after Nightmare as it tore through rows of soldiers alone, a trail of bodies in its wake. But Nightmare was fast, and didn’t attack head-on. Nightmare moved in inhuman ways, dodged spears and swords and arrows, and tore apart armor like paper. To be honest, the army’s training and equipment back then was not nearly as good as now. Today Nightmare would have a tough time. But Nightmare would still be frightening, somewhat.”

“So what happened? Did they get him?”

“I’m getting there. But first, my ancestor said that at one point it looked like Nightmare was getting close to where he was. At this point he had stopped chasing. It’s true that when you consider the total number of soldiers killed, it wasn’t really that significant a number. But it was still just one lupus, and that was enough. So, when Nightmare got closer, my ancestor took the coward’s way out. He hid beneath a few bodies near him, hoping Nightmare wouldn’t notice a living body beneath them.”

“Indeed, that’s cowardly.”

“But I can understand it, after hearing how he had trembled when telling this story to my grandfather. Anyways, Nightmare at this point was escaping from the chasing horde, and had stopped for a brief second in front of my ancestor, when the largest surprise happened.”

“Don’t tell me he attacked in surprise and managed to bring down the great Nightmare? Oh how silly.”

“Oh, he wished it was that good. No, it’s when he saw Nightmare up close. Through all the blood covering Nightmare, he noticed something that made him shiver uncontrollably, to the point where he thought Nightmare would come back and finish him off later. It was that Nightmare was a female lupus. He couldn’t stop shaking at the thought, that a woman, no, a female lupus, was the Nightmare that had destroyed the morale of an entire army. And he couldn’t help but think about the consequences of her gender. If this is what a female could do, what about a male? What about an army of male lupus? He cried and wet himself while hiding under that pile of bodies, long after Nightmare had left. The army decided to turn back that night, considering the morale.”

“Seriously? I never heard that in any of the myths. A single female? That’s insanity. I’d be cursing if it wasn’t for the little lady with us.”

“Yeah. They’d pass on the legend in the books and understated it a bit compared to the real version, but to mention it was female would be too embarrassing. Well, that, and I think that Nightmare was so quick no one but my ancestor ever saw her long enough to tell.”

“Ugh, real or not, I think I might have trouble sleeping tonight as well.”

“Nightmare the lupus, interesting,” Ruby said, finally chipping in.

“You’re still up? Go to sleep little lady. It’s probably just a myth anyways. It’s not like we really have to worry. Lupus are northeast of here. Very far northeast, for most of them. We’re safe regardless.”

“So which army?” Ruby asked with a smile.

The men looked around silently, realizing their mistake. They had thought that as long as they didn’t mention things directly, it wouldn’t matter. But mentioning an army of humans in front of their prisoner made things hard to deny. So they internally cursed themselves, and then remained silent. Ruby, though, had a flash of inspiration. She took in a deep breath and stood tall.

“Not talon’d, but clawed!” Ruby yelled as loud as she could. At the end of her sentence two of the men had jumped at her, and held her mouth closed.

“What was that?” one of the men asked.

“Just a nightmare,” Ruby replied when her mouth was released. She laughed a bit. “Sleep well, humans.”

“Stupid girl. Let me hit her after all.”

The man’s comment was met with angry stares that told him not to say another word.

Two more days and nights passed, and then a third day passed. And finally, the third night arrived.

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The Lupine Saga 120

They removed the restraints on her hands and feet soon enough that first day, with only a word of warning, telling Ruby not to even think of escape. She considered it, but it wasn’t likely she’d be able to get away from four men watching her constantly. They never let her leave their sight, regardless of how embarrassing it made certain actions. At night they’d stop somewhere far off the road, eat, and sleep. One man always stayed awake through the entire night, sleeping only when the other three were awake the next morning.

Ruby watched and watched, but couldn’t see any opportunities for escape. A day passed, her mind full of anxiety and fear. Once the second day rolled around she had relaxed a bit, as it seemed they weren’t yet going to harm her. She considered seeing if she could find some time to run off, but she realized it wasn’t an immediate option. There was always someone with their eye on her, no matter what. If three of them were looking elsewhere, the fourth was looking at her. If he looked away, another one of them was looking at her. She was always being watched, except for when she was asleep and the last man was tending the fire.

Ruby woke the third day with the morning sun shining brightly in her face. When they set off that morning, she noticed that the sun was behind them, as it had been the two days beforehand. She was surprised, and wondered what it meant, that they were heading west, the same direction she wanted to go in. Though she realized it was a good thing they seemed to be heading back to Rising, without knowing their intentions it was impossible for her to accept the journey back to Rising as a good thing. For all she could tell, she may be heading back as a hostage. Or worse, so she hoped that she was only a hostage for some reason or another. She made sure to never mention her name, and fortunately she had thrown her signet identifying her away, but she had a feeling that the men were escorts, rather than captors.

That feeling was broken every time they saw another traveller or came too close to a city or village. Those times they forcefully tied her up and gagged her again, sometimes even covering her with heavy cloaks while she lay helpless on the wagon bed. She struggled a few times, but it was soon obvious that she couldn’t fight back. And once she stopped fighting back, she noticed that they removed the restraints quick enough, except for the times they were still close to a city. Her captors did not risk her escape, but her escorts didn’t keep her restrained if there weren’t any nearby risks.

She also noticed the progress wasn’t all that fast. With five passengers and limited space for provisions they stopped often. Their pacing was also very leisurely, and the horses were rested often and didn’t change. They were rather good horses, four of them, so Ruby assumed they were also the personal horses of these men and thus wouldn’t be traded. It was slower than Derlik’s pace, and likely slower than her and Va’il’s prior pace.

Ruby constantly wondered what happened to Va’il. She knew from the first day that he hadn’t been harmed by her captors, but she couldn’t understand what happened to him, and who had taken him. From the initial conversation that first day she figured Va’il’s escape and apparent kidnapping as well wasn’t part of this group’s plan, but she didn’t know whether that was good or bad. She worried for his safety, but her worry was overwhelmed with questions about why she was separated from him. She had far too much free and boring time, so she imagined all sorts of different things happening to him. Some made her smile while she sat bored in the wagon, some made her cry during the times she was bound and gagged. But there was something in the back of her smart mind that reassured her, that told her he was all right. True or not, that was all she believed.

#

At least a week had passed since that night, by Ruby’s count. After that, Ruby stopped counting how many additional days passed. It wasn’t the kidnapping she expected. It had been a while since that first day, the last time the men had spoken about something other than food or other factual item. It was boring with no conversation and nothing to do. Even when she travelled with Va’il they didn’t talk much, but that was only because the days were already full and exhausting between the skating, hunting, and camping.

Soon it was more than a week since anyone, including Ruby, had bathed. At this point she felt awful in her clothes most of the time. And the smell on each of the men around her was awful. She had to laugh in a delusional way at one point, as one of her fantasies now had Va’il finding her from hundreds of miles away based on the overpowering odor she couldn’t hide. And then she’d get depressed, knowing she was now too far away from Va’il, that he hadn’t shown up soon enough to show that he’d been tracking her. And his reminder about how far he could smell her was a painful reminder, though it had its own twisted benefit, considering her situation.

But she wanted Va’il to come, she wished for it every day. One day, it was all she did. Then she’d plot ways to get away from the men. And then, one day, the men talked. They really talked in more than just simple words for the first time since that first day.

It was night, they had stopped after another slow day. It was still early enough in the night that all of them were still up, sitting around the fire. The three of them who were going to sleep were drinking solemnly, watching the flickering fire. One of them then remarked on a sound they all heard at that moment. A distant, far-off sound.

“I swear it’s following us,” the man said. The others all seemed a bit surprised at the sudden outburst. By this point Ruby had stopped paying attention to the men, she didn’t bother telling the difference between each of them, or who carried on the conversation, or which of them corresponded to their first-day impressions. The man who had been injured had also healed enough that he no longer had bandages or a sling, and Ruby didn’t care to tell them apart anyways, at this point. That was true of three of them, the fourth she noted for a certain reason. But this was the first time they’d spoken seriously, so she listened quietly, and a glimmer in her eyes and a curl at her lips formed as she did.

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The Lupine Saga 119

The feeling woke Ruby up immediately, her heart racing. The large hands had grabbed her arms, and she felt her body forcefully lifted.

“Help!” Ruby said, and then one of the hands removed itself from an arm to cover her mouth. Her voice was muffled as she tried to say more.

There was a rush of wind as a man jumped into the midst of the two men that were about to attack Va’il. He had left with Va’il in tow before the two men could react. They were stunned for only a moment, and then both quickly jumped out the window to follow.

“Stop them, just her!” the man holding Ruby said to the other man in the room.

“But,” the other man said.

“No, just her! Go!” the man holding her said. Obeying, the final man also jumped out the window, this time to retrieve the two that’d left.

That left Ruby and the man holding her alone together. She stopped struggling for a moment, and let her rational mind recover from the situation. Her heart was nearly unstoppable, and the amount of anxiety in her made her feel like she was on the verge of exploding, but she took both into consideration once she had stopped her fright.

It wasn’t totally unexpected in her mind. She had known that at some point, they may be caught up to. She was, of course, caught unaware, but only to a point. This was something she couldn’t let happen, no matter what.

At this point, now that they were alone, she took action. She quickly opened her mouth wide and bit down with as much force as she could muster, and opened her mouth again just as quickly. The man jerked his hand away in unexpected pain while holding back the sounds of pain he should have made. At the same time Ruby had lifted a foot and quickly reached around with her free arm. She stomped down on one of the man’s feet as hard as she could with her heel, and in a fluid motion turned, grabbed the arm still holding her with her free arm, and twisted and moved around the man. The moments were all so quick and sudden that the man never had a chance to react to them, and by the time he realized what was going on his good arm was making a cracking sound behind his back. His wrist had already lost all strength, and Ruby was also out the window before he could understand what had just happened. After all, his mind had only enough time to realize his hand had been bitten and had only shaken it once before Ruby was trying to break his arm. Unnoticed to him, just before she jumped, Ruby had grabbed the ring on her left hand and thrown it into the room behind her.

Ruby landed on the roof below and started running, a momentary escape the reward for her work. But she had been spotted by the three men running back. There were already on her before she could scream for help again. This time, three men were restraining her quietly, with one covering her mouth in such a way she couldn’t bite him. The three of them met up with the fourth man, exchanged a brief word, and then carried her off, helpless. She struggled in their arms, her panic returning, her anxiety overflowing. But she could do nothing more that night. She had been captured with no recourse, and the thought of it kept her up that night with an incredible amount of fear and anxiety about what would happen to her.

#

Ruby woke with a jolt. She didn’t remember falling asleep. The sounds around her, the movements and feelings she had, they were all familiar. She internally groaned, realizing where she was, yet again. The back of a moving cart or wagon being pulled by a team of horses. She wanted to say “not again” while laughing, but she quickly remembered what had happened earlier that night, and for a moment she was terrified, but it quickly subsided. After all, it wasn’t her first abduction. It was daylight now, though she couldn’t tell how long she had been out. Her hands were tied behind her back, and her feet were bound with rope as well. There was something in her mouth, wet with drool, a gag to keep her from yelling too loudly. She opened her eyes and said something unintelligible while moving around somewhat.

“Oh, she’s awake,” a man said. Ruby looked around and noticed there were two human men sitting in the wagon with her, and two more in the driving area. The man who spoke was across from her. All of them dressed in dark clothes, had swords at their sides, and looked similar enough that she wouldn’t bother telling them apart.

“Good. Now I can hit her till she passes out again,” one of the men in the driving area, the one doing nothing, said.

“Oh shut up. Don’t harm the girl,” the man across from her said.

“Bloody talons I won’t! She didn’t rip the flesh off your hand did she? No, that’s right. And she didn’t nearly break your arm off, did she? No, that’s me she did! Won’t be able to move my arm well for a week at least! How you gonna repay me, eh? Lemme beat her with my good arm!” The man turned around while looking extremely angry. His left hand was bandaged, and his right arm was in a sling.

“Good arm, bad hand. Your own fault for getting hurt,” the man sitting next to Ruby said.

“You just shut it too. Couldn’t even get rid of the boy, let him get taken off by that weird man. And you were first to pursue. You all left me with her! Talons, you’re all a grandmother’s leg!” The man continued mumbling and turned around, watching the horses. Ruby made another sound.

“Well, let’s not keep the lady waiting,” the man next to Ruby said. He put a hand on her face and lightly ran a finger down her cheek. Ruby tried pulling herself away, struggling fruitlessly, while terror and fear reappeared in her mind. “Don’t harm yourself. Besides, I’m just playing with you a bit.”

Ruby stopped for a moment and felt chilled, but the man didn’t touch her further. Instead he undid the gag.

“Ug,” Ruby said, her mouth dry. She opened and closed her mouth a few times.

“Now girl, I’m just going to sit you up,” the man next to her said. He put his hands on her shoulders and pulled her up. It was uncomfortable with her hands and feet tied, but at least she was upright and no longer gagged. “Much better, right?”

“Why?” Ruby asked, her voice still sounding off.

“Why not?” the man across from her asked in reply.

“What do you want with me?” Ruby asked.

“Well, that’s a private matter,” the same man said, “but I suppose we can tell you this much: we aren’t going to harm you. You’ll just have to put up with us for a while. And men, that’s all we’re gonna be saying.” At this point, each of the three remaining men replied affirmatively.

“Where are we going? Do you know anything about me? Do you work for someone?” Ruby asked. But the men stayed silent.

They didn’t speak to her again in complete sentences, no matter how much she talked. Or yelled. Or screamed. From then on all four men stayed silent around her, except to say very basic things. They replied when she told them she was hungry or thirsty or had to relieve herself. But as for questions and conversation, there was nothing. The men of the first day disappeared.

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The Lupine Saga 118

“Madam Melonscone,” Kelin said. He stood and bowed deeply. He waited for Jane to sit before seating himself. The servant that had arrived with Jane left the room, while Shiroi moved herself far behind Jane’s seat, silently watching.

“Ah, I see you’ve been entertained while waiting for me,” Jane said with a pleasant smile.

“Yes madam. Thank you for the invitation today,” Kelin said.

“Good. Now I don’t have much time for you, but I figured I’d make some anyways. There is a most minor curiosity I have that you can appease for me,” Jane said nonchalantly. Kelin kept back a smile, knowing this was noble speak for a question. He didn’t worry about being offended over his own status, especially considering how the majority of other nobles regarded his family. Today wasn’t the day to be picky.

“If I can appease Madam Melonscone in the slightest, of course,” Kelin said with unusual humbleness. He didn’t flatter people often, but he was feeling anxious as his questions were resurfacing.

“Well, to the matter at hand. I suppose there’s no dancing around the subject today, and it’s not like your family is one that requires delicate handling. So, lupus boy, it’s only obvious that I called for you today because we have spoken before. That matter is, of course, the only thing your presence would be asked of, rather than a subordinate’s answer. To be honest, I’m feeling generous as well as curious, so your answering my curiosity will provide you with a minor detail as well,” Jane said.

“I see. That is indeed generous,” Kelin said. He refrained from adding that it was unusual for her character, regardless of what important matter it could be.

“As to the matter, a simple one, not requiring much time. So, answer me, son of Doufer, have you happened to hear from that lost friend of yours, or have you heard anything regarding him?” Jane asked.

Kelin was not ready for such a question. Of all the things Jane could ask him, he didn’t think she’d ask him if he’d heard from Va’il. Especially considering Jane’s calmness, and knowing he had previously associated Va’il’s disappearance with Ruby’s. Something was odd, but Kelin resigned to his honest answer.

“Unfortunately madam, I’ve heard nothing. Nothing whatsoever, in any way. That’s all I can give,” Kelin said. Jane looked at him for a moment, her astute character searching for any deception in him. It didn’t matter his species, as Jane was determined to know if she was being lied to directly, and she’d have some idea if that was the case. It went with her business. Lying was part of the trade. Even lying when knowing the other person knows of the lie was all part of the game, the negotiation. And Jane knew Kelin had heard nothing. She remained quiet for a minute while thinking and drinking some tea.

“Interesting. Well, that satisfies me. As for the other part. First, you already know the importance of keeping a closed mouth when needed.”

“Yes Madam Melonscone. This son of Doufer will say nothing that needs not be said.”

“More than usual, this time,” Jane said.

“It shall not be spoken of,” Kelin said.

“Correct. Then also, servant girl, come center,” Jane said. Shiroi was startled at the call, but she obeyed and stood in front of Jane. “Sit down too. You’re both to hear this directly.”

“Yes, madam, as you direct,” Shiroi said. She then sat neatly next to Kelin, as before. She was still very surprised. After all, she would have heard either way, but for Jane to bring her in front of her meant the next item to be spoken of was a very important thing. Kelin recognized this as well. His ears perked up more than usual.

“Very well. For a third time, speak of this to none. Your answer regarding your friend may make this somewhat unfortunate news to you. Ruby has been located, alive of course,” Jane said. She remained silent for a minute.

Kelin and Shiroi were too stunned for words. Both were overjoyed, ecstatic, and ready to jump. Shiroi especially. Her master was alive, her master was found, her master was going to return to her. She was ready to break into tears, to laugh, to go absolutely wild. All she could do at the moment, though, was remain silent while her thoughts went wild.

Kelin also shared in part of Shiroi’s joy, but it was much more tempered. His thoughts jumped for a moment, and then settled as he thought a moment more.

“Madam, that’s wonderful news,” Kelin said, “but you’ll have to forgive my interruption of the joy for a moment to ask you something.”

“I know. Ask it anyways,” Jane said, sinking Kelin’s heart.

“If your daughter was located, do you know if she was alone? If you don’t mind, can I also ask where she was? This is good news, but there are now thousands of questions that come up upon her discovery,” Kelin said.

“Yes, that’s the right way to think. This is why I asked of you first. For I cannot say for certain, but as far as I know, I was not notified that my daughter was with anyone else. The status of your friend is something I am unaware of. Perhaps his disappearance was unfortunate coincidence. And yes, there are more questions than answers at this point. How she ended up in Grizz of all places is a question in itself!”

“Grizz? That’s, forgive the outburst, but Grizz? Madam, she made it to Grizz? Is she all right?”

“As far as I was notified, yes. And Grizz, of all places. She made it quite far, this time.”

“Astonishing. But how was all this discovered? Is she safe and coming back? Regardless of my friend, of course.”

“It’s a private matter now. But I suppose it doesn’t hurt to discuss this. Some expeditions were sent out previously, of course. The regent assisted somewhat. He’s the one who notified me he had received a message about her. The bumbler hasn’t confirmed when her safety and return shall be assured, but that’s only due to the time it takes to hear back from such far reaches. By now it’s probably fine, though it’ll be a few weeks before we hear anything more. And that is all I’ll be willing to disclose. You’d do well to not inquire of our matters further.”

“Yes madam. It has been most gracious of you. I see that now. It is unfortunate I’m no better off than before, but the matter of your daughter is of course, of the utmost importance. Even though my friend was not mentioned, no, especially because of that, you didn’t have to notify me. This matter will, of course, be sealed. Madam, before I go, I will say this. You know of my family and our purpose here. Our duty, of course, comes first. But know this. I will not rest until I succeed our duty. I will be the successor, no matter what I have to do. When I am, I will never forget your graciousness. After our duty, the Melonscone family will come second. I will personally, for the rest of my life, see to it as well. You know how I am but a child, and you know how long a lupus lives. Before all but that which we are here for, will be the Melonscones. Count on it,” Kelin said. Jane gave the first true smile of the evening, and then nodded at Kelin.

“I suppose it couldn’t hurt to have. And I know you’ll fulfill it. Though not in the way you think. Look forward to the coming future, son of Doufer. You’ll be most interested in the coming developments. You may now take your leave. See him out,” Jane said.

Shiroi stood and led Kelin out of the mansion. They walked together in the yard of the estate, slowly heading towards the gates.

“She’s coming back,” Kelin said, and then sighed.

“Yes. Miss is coming back. She’s fine. She’s, she’s such a good person,” Shiroi said, unable to speak with more depth.

“That she is. Take care of her, Shiroi,” Kelin said.

“I’m sorry,” Shiroi said. She couldn’t utter another word, her throat was closing from emotion, both happy and sad. Kelin patted her on the shoulder once, to which she slightly flinched at. She still said nothing.

“It’s all right. I know it will be. We just have to wait. Did you also make it to Grizz, my friend? How much longer will you be there? Or have you already started your journey back? Are you with her or not? Or are you just around the corner, waiting to surprise me? Come back already. Before I have to come after you. Before I go crazy and decide to take a bite out of a bird after all. I hear avians taste just like duck.”

Shiroi stifled a laugh, and then pushed Kelin away slightly using the sharp tips of her talons against part of his arm. He laughed then walked ahead and stood at the gate.

“This is where we part, pretty avian. Next time we meet, let it be as friends of friends. If not, then as master and servant. Mother doesn’t need one, but I could eventually use one.”

Shiroi just smiled and bowed. When she raised her head, he was gone. The guards were closing the gates again. Shiroi stood there silently, alone, wondering if she should turn around and return to the manor. Her thoughts hadn’t calmed down all that much.

Ruby was supposed to be returning. It should have made her happy beyond belief. And she was happy. She knew that Ruby had to be safe. She couldn’t fathom anything being wrong, now that the hope she had kept bottled and under check was finally released. And yet there was a bittersweetness to it. She knew the caveat to Ruby’s return. Not just one exception either, but several.

Shiroi really was an ideal servant. Of course, she did things correctly and quickly most of the time, but she wasn’t especially good compared to anyone else at servile duties, and her true talents were elsewhere. The thing that was so ideal about her was her concern for her master’s emotional well-being. She was happy that Ruby was returning physically, but there were two matters that worried Shiroi more than her joy could overcome.

First was the thought of Va’il. She knew that it didn’t mean he was gone, but she was worried about it regardless. Especially if Ruby returned, but Va’il was nowhere to be seen. She knew it’d be tough on Ruby. She considered that maybe, Ruby was already a changed person, that maybe something had happened in the year she’d been gone. Shiroi knew this to be the case already, but she wondered what more her master had to go through. Her own past briefly surfaced in her mind, but she pushed it aside to think about the human she’d grown attached to. She didn’t want to see Ruby emotionally burdened by the loss of that one boy.

Second was the thought of what awaited Ruby’s return. An engagement that would dictate her life again. Shiroi knew Ruby expected it at one point or another, but the thought of burdening her with it so soon was heavy. Especially if her first concern proved to be a matter of consequence.

Yes, Shiroi loved Ruby. She was concerned for her well-being, both mental and physical. Shiroi was Ruby’s friend, but she also regarded herself as support in other ways to Ruby. It was more than just being a friend or servant. That concern wasn’t just something that’d translate to Ruby either, and it’s something Kelin had picked up on. Shiroi regarded Ruby as her master, but if someone else was the one in charge of her, she’d look out for them as well.

It made her desirable to have, that pristine avian whose background was unknown. She didn’t know who her parents were, or where she had come from. She didn’t know what kind of avian she was either, even though she looked similar to the rest. She had never been part of any avian community or family, as far as she could remember. She had only known Jane Melonscone, Ruby Melonscone, and Jane’s other daughters at rarer times. Jane looked after her somewhat, taking her in, giving her the role of a servant. But it was attending to Ruby that had given her a feeling of living, accomplishment, and a proxy to feel life through. Now she couldn’t even remember the terrible days before she met the Melonscones. And that made her happy. And, of course, wonderful. Enough to ignore other pains. Only a short while remained until Ruby would return to Rising. For at that time, she was much closer than she had been in a long time.

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The Lupine Saga 117

Kelin stood waiting underneath the big tree while students marched out the school’s doors. Soon enough each person he was waiting for arrived, first giving a casual wave, and then a greeting once they were close.

“It’s over!” Zeick said, and then sighed. He shook his head a few times then laughed.

“I suppose that means you did as usual?” Harnes asked.

“Better than, even. But it’s still exhausting. But the tests are over, I can relax. Well, for a moment. I have to run in a minute,” Zeick said.

“Again? Why don’t your reveal what you’ve been doing lately, mister secretly doing something?” Teena asked.

“Ha, just something to work on. Nothing really to talk about,” Zeick said, though he spoke plainly and lacked his usual smile.

“Zeick working, what an oxymoron,” Pete said casually while eyeing his next piece of fruit to eat.

“Yeah yeah. Anyways, enough of a break. I’ll see you all tomorrow,” Zeick said. He then walked off, going to work on things he wouldn’t speak more of.

“Anyways, Zeick’s doing his own thing. He’s fine. Don’t let him distract you,” Kelin said.

“Well, after the past week a distraction would be nice. Reviews and tests, reviews and tests,” Pete said. “This year was more intense than last year’s reviews. I’m even happy it’s all over, I’m going to have to acquire Zeick’s viewpoint soon enough.”

“Yeah, much worse than last year. It was easier for everyone, all-around, without as many years to review. Even he did well on last year’s tests,” Harnes said.

“He did really well last year,” Pete said.

“He did better than me by far,” Teena said. The mood had dropped, and the four teens didn’t speak for a brief interval.

“That’s enough,” Kelin said. “There’s still stuff to do.”

The three nodded slightly, and then continued their routine. They had a bit to eat, chatted about the school day and the classes, and then said their goodbyes. Kelin read for a couple minutes after the rest had left, but shortly got ready to head back to his home. He walked out the school’s gates.

“Master Kelin.” A clear, familiar voice called out to Kelin.

“It’s you,” Kelin said. The person stepped closer to them and lowered the hood they’d been wearing. He was a little surprised at the personage he hadn’t seen in a while.

“Yes. I hope you’re doing well,” Shiroi said. Her appearance was basically the same as before, unsullied white clothes and meticulously cleaned white feathers, but the air around her had matured again. It appeared she had changed styles slightly as well. The cold season had ended, but she wore a long-sleeved dress with hood, all made of a sturdy fabric rather than silk.

“I am. And you’re a surprise. A pleasant surprise. It’s an honor,” Kelin said while grinning toothily.

“Save it for the lupus girls, Master Kelin. I’m the one who is honored, after all. And though I’d love to converse and jest with you, unfortunately I’ve come on business,” Shiroi said while maintaining the same calmed expression.

“It would be fun. But if you’re here on business, for me, okay. What do you need from me? I’d rather not guess.”

“The madam has informed me that you can be allowed a very brief meeting with her,” Shiroi said.

“She has? Why?”

“There is something you will tell her, she said. To speak openly as the friend of a mutual friend, Kelin, madam wishes to ask you something. Not something that’ll take long, though. Apparently there is something she’s curious about. That’s as far as I know.”

“There’s only one reason she could ask for me in particular. What’s changed, what’s she found out?” Kelin asked.

“I wish I could offer you more. I’m just as clueless. I suppose I’ll find out when you do,” Shiroi said. She sighed slightly and looked down.

“Let’s go. The longer we take the more thoughts I’ll have, and if we get this over with quickly I won’t have as much disappointment when I finally hear the truth. It’s been long enough that I don’t hold out false hope daily. But I haven’t given up.”

“I’m of the same mind,” Shiroi said.

“You’re pretty good at not showing it. You’ve matured Shiroi. But you’ve become more servant-like as well.”

“It’s a bad thing, isn’t it?” Shiroi asked. Kelin laughed slightly.

“If you can still ask that, you’ll be fine,” Kelin said.

“Thank you. I know it’s been a while, but thank you for talking with me. I’m feeling better than I have in a while,” Shiroi said and then bowed slightly.

“Good. Okay. Let’s see what she wants,” Kelin said. He walked a step towards the carriage waiting for them, and then reached out towards Shiroi and patted her shoulder once. She winced and pulled away.

“I’m sorry, it just surprised me,” Shiroi said quickly.

“Oh sorry,” Kelin said. He thought there was something strange in Shiroi’s reaction, but he didn’t dwell on it. It was time to head to the estate of Jane Melonscone, to find out what possible curiosity she could have regarding him.

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The estate was as luxurious as ever, though thoughts on why Madam Melonscone was calling for him weighed on Kelin’s mind. He knew, through all possibilities, there was only one reason she could ask for him. But to associate Jane Melonscone with hope was a connection Kelin wasn’t comfortable making. He also knew it was possible something else could be in store, however unlikely. He was as practical and reasonable as ever, though it was just a front to suppress the emotions that’d come like a hurricane, should he let hope fester.

The magnificent estate, the heavy doors, the elegant staircases, the rooms and their decor, it all flashed before Kelin as he was led to the familiar waiting room by Shiroi. It was still magnificent, but felt emptier than before somehow. She sat him on a couch, offered something to eat, and then left to inform the madam. She returned a few minutes later, alone.

“Madam will arrive in a little while. She is still busy with some matters and has asked you to wait,” Shiroi said.

“Odd, to call me than make me wait. Even for her, I’d think,” Kelin said.

“Oh, that’s because I was told to get you after your schooling. There wasn’t a set time. I guess it doesn’t seem like the madam from your point of view. But to me it just appears a casual scheduling. She never casually schedules stuff when it comes to important things, for the most part. So all I can guess is that she’s either busy with something vastly more important, or the issue she called you for isn’t too pressing. I say this in confidence, of course.”

“Not too pressing? You’re guessing much for a servant, little white bird,” Kelin said with a touch of arrogance while wearing a grin. Shiroi briefly smiled and bowed slightly.

“Apologies for the presumptuousness, Master Kelin, noble one. This servant will watch her tongue around those with your status, unique as it may be,” Shiroi replied with such seriousness that Kelin had to chuckle.

“Oh? You’d fool anyone else with that tone. Come sit down, you’re going to make me feel bad if you keep standing there, taking this.”

“I couldn’t, not when the madam is due to arrive.”

“Whatever, I’ll command you if I have to. Sit next to me and chat for a while, avian girl. I feel like it. It’s been a while since jesting with someone felt good. Madam Melonscone will probably be a while still. Tell me something interesting about Ruby I don’t already know. Maybe she’s confided something in you about our other missing friend that would be interesting to gossip about,” Kelin said while smiling somewhat. Shiroi hesitated for a moment, and then sat next to Kelin on the couch.

“Are you sure? I wouldn’t think it all that fun to talk about them considering the circumstances,” Shiroi said.

“Normally. But feeling sad will happen eventually, regardless of what we reminisce about. I’d rather have another story or thought to laugh about when thinking about them, before getting depressed again. Wouldn’t you agree?”

“You’ve changed a bit too,” Shiroi said.

“I’ve spent enough time in worry. I’m a lupus. I’ve already set my mind on what I can do now. I haven’t really changed. I just approach things differently than most other people. And I get over issues differently. But don’t mistake me, pretty bird. I’m far from over anything at the moment. It’s just you. He was my best friend. Is my best friend. And she is yours. I don’t know why it’s different compared to all our other friends, but I feel you’re like me. You understand best. I think we can get along somewhat. I guess it’s comforting, or at least makes me think I can say things to you I can’t really talk about elsewhere. Plus I’ll rarely see you,” Kelin said.

“I’m honored, Master Kelin. I can understand what you mean as well. Though I still think you’re stretching things a bit. Also, I’d highly advise you against falling for an avian girl, no matter how pretty. It just wouldn’t work,” Shiroi said, still sounding serious.

“Ha. I just think it’d be fun to tease someone like you. Sounding serious all the time when you really aren’t. Truthfully, I’d rather steal you away from the Melonscone household and have you work for me. But nothing more than that, truly. I mean the words I say upfront. There’s no double meaning today. You’re the ridiculous one, thinking a lupus would think of an avian like that. You’re taking after your real master too much. Only she’d think such crazy things like that.”

“I suppose I misunderstood. I don’t know how to deal with people all that well, other than her, to be honest. Maybe I do take after her in other regards as well. Speaking of which, that means you know about her and, well, that?” Shiroi asked, looking more relaxed than she had been, her misunderstandings over.

“It’s pretty obvious. It’s been obvious for a long time, for me at least. We don’t especially get along any more than usual, but I’ve enjoyed paying attention to her. She’s interesting. It’s fun to watch her sometimes, she always seems like she’s in some kind of special drama. She satisfies my boredom with her wayward glances and her small expressions that she tries to hide. The others don’t know. It wouldn’t occur to them anyways. She’s the only human in the group, after all. It makes me laugh a bit. Though I also think it can be sad at times, mostly to think about,” Kelin said, and then sighed.

“I know. Well, she hasn’t been too overt with me about it, but she realizes I know enough of her thoughts, and has said a thing or two sometimes. I want to always smile for her, but when I think of everything, I too get depressed. I want her to do well. I want her to smile without regard for the consequences. She hasn’t denied them either. She’s just pushed everything to the future that she knows she has to take up, and is regarding today as a time that’ll be looked back on only, and nothing more, no matter how much she wishes it didn’t have to be. Well, at least that’s how it was. If you and I have both changed in the past year, how about her? And him, what if they really are together? A year alone? What would madam think? I want her to come home and tell me. I want her to truly be alive still. I know she has to be. Even through all the nagging doubts.”

“It’s all right, Shiroi. She must be. They must be. He wouldn’t die. And neither would she. That girl is amazing, and you know it. If she was in trouble she couldn’t get out of, he’d help her. And if he was hurt, she’d save him just as effectively. They’ll be back, one of these days. It’s our job to welcome them back. Shiroi, be with her,” Kelin said while looking at the white-feathered avian girl. He then looked to the door. Shiroi smiled softly, and then stood. A moment later there was a click as the handle to the main door was turned. Jane Melonscone entered the room, and Shiroi was already at the door waiting for her.

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